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MBM

by HOGWASCHE

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1.
Still born into this world with a winning shot a full of fortune of life bestowed onto me though each day engaged in fist-a-cuffs swinging hard to defend my identity I can't escape a curse thats built with your blood and runs through my veins When everything I do lives forever behind your name every breath of frustration every taste of success can't attain for the judgements the failures insist I didn't choose this path I didn't make this life And I don't owe an explanation for my right to exist I can grow but I can't change What I can't possibly escape And I'll reject your shame this is how I'm made And I know this race and I know my place But I won't be shamed by what I can't run away form
2.
I may one to forgive and forget  but when the wounds form they often lament they burn Burn into scars that will never reform Born into habits that are still unlearned Learned that a second chance does not mean a new beginning  It was a fake a hoax a promise once never kept I never felt your embrace as you wept You don't love me anymore  and I fucking knew it I tasted your tears and gave myself back and then you fucking threw it A murder we wrote that tore us apart What died inside caused you to question your logic you never worked on your heart you never worked through your shame Couldn't let me go so I broke through your chains  I was betrayed deceived led to believe a fact that this was how you would end the final act I won't be bruised and broken by these words once spoked  I won't be bruised and broken  by the lies you've chosen this pain and deceit I give it all back in exchange for a promise once never kept
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REDESIGNED 04:43
I hold this head on a stick displayed for you all to see It belongs to the corpse of who I used to be  A cynic and jaded distressed and unmotivated  throwing blame all around  when I was the one who I hated Replacing pieces that have fallen away from me wiping the past and rewriting my history  painting a picture of an image I had hoped to see  Shedding this skin rebuilding this body my condition of degradation  that I'll no longer foster of copy I've been thrown to the dark and cast aside living with reasons to leave it behind  a familiar pain destroyed my pride  while providing the strength to live through these days I stand before you with a fire inside Shaming the tortured boy I left behind I tower over I come out on top You struggle and squirm cause you can't give me up
5.
SWITCH 04:13
I wanna feel you drip  I wanna taste you inside I wanna see every imperfection, wrinkle and line Cause I've tasted blood and now I'm drunk and blind and this pungent scent of leather leaves me hungry and dry  I wanna give you control feel your grip on my life Loose the function of my limbs and my ability to fight  I'm wearing battle scars as a mark of your wrath  my lips are swollen and blue  My back is raised from your scratch I can't settle for normality  a sex thats stale and contrived is not a part of me Is it a part of you? I'll always ask before I touch  consent is part of this game Checking in on your boundaries  as we tighten these restraints  are you a sub, switch or top? can I shoot myself all over you and lick it all off Not what I wanna be This chained freak in the cage Has since been let out Strapped with whips and chains and a ball in my mouth  My love notes riddled with safe words humiliation and power plays build this soul trust and respect rewards control  and I only want whats beautiful and gross Thats what's a part of me
6.
SINK 04:35
Loosing slipping falling behind  bones are crushed by the weight of the grind in a rush always running late they're aren't enough hours in the fucking day  choking grasping turning blue I've bitten off more than I can possibly chew This is the sacrifice you make living large and throwing everything away your loosing every time you blink the dream is drowning as the island starts to sink One step forward four steps back the footsteps left all fade to black  grip the handle burn the blade red collecting spleens just to get ahead a utopia, a bohemians dream just a fight to the death for the ruling team fall in or be pushed out jump in line or eat the fucking ground No time to blink or hold your breath  the city life equals sudden death 
7.
M 05:33
My bodies aching  my eyes are bloodshot and dry my mind is racing with the echoes of each goodbye  and the predicaments which have left me this way it sliced my veins it hung me to bleed and dry  skinned and displayed as an outcome of this sweet surprise  remove my tear ducts now because theres nothing left to cry  Its hard to feel its getting better As more hope fades away its hard to feel I have the answer  my optimism dies each day  with lost conviction I tossed my own life aside  personal demotion from partner to the service side  where the trust once lay resentment resides  pushed away because of this darkened past and a future seemingly bleak  but don't forget who was there  when your crimson curse stained the hospital sheets and I gave myself away for a sanctity never made that's now buried in your grave and I think that I hath fallen But i can't see where I fell  feels like my permanent condition  as my bruised heart starts to swell
8.
OCS 03:58
You aren't even listening  your just waiting for the perfect chance  to interrupt my speech you have no fucking point of reference  your interjections are continues and fleeting  how can one assume you even care?  when you were never forced to share? I'm drawing lines in what you reap  this narcissistic eloquence in every word you speak  your empathy and consciousness hides behind your contraband of excessiveness you'll wilt and suffer pace and mutter won't endure the torture when your not the center pass the blame when its at the front door  seek control in what you can't account for

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released January 17, 2016

Recorded and Mixed by Travis Bacon at Broken Box Recording Company
Mastered by Brad Boatwright at Audioseige Mastering

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HOGWASCHE Brooklyn, New York

METALLIC BODY MUSIC FROM BROOKLYN, NEW YORK.


SIVART: VOCALS/SAMPLES

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